I had a scary thought the other day:
What if I never stop losing weight?
What if I continue dropping pounds, 1 a week, a half a pound a week, and just never stop...
Will I turn into nothing?
Will my bones hurt?
Will people get sick just looking at me?
Will my colors fade until I am the color of bone?
What will it feel like when people hug me?
Will people want to hold me tight?
Will they be afraid I will break?
I don't want to scare people. I never want to get that thin... even though sometimes I wish I was so thin people had to tell me to eat...
but no, I will never be scary. I vow to myself never to let my perception of myself slip that much.
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