Monday, February 7, 2011

Glad I posted those fat pictures

You know what?  I'm actually really glad I posted those fat pictures, and I will continue to post more... because looking at them, I am so disgusted that I really DO NOT want to eat anything.

Of course it makes me very nervous for my photoshoot wednesday...and I will most likely have to burn all of those pictures, but whatever.  I cannot look like this.  It makes my stomach churn.  It makes me want to cry.  It makes me hate myself, because I know that I did this to myself.  There is no one else to blame.  I am planning on staying up all night working my ass off now.  I cannot look like this anymore.  No guys will want me, I will be the token "fat girl".

I hate myself so much right now, but I must think to the future.

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