You know what? I'm actually really glad I posted those fat pictures, and I will continue to post more... because looking at them, I am so disgusted that I really DO NOT want to eat anything.
Of course it makes me very nervous for my photoshoot wednesday...and I will most likely have to burn all of those pictures, but whatever. I cannot look like this. It makes my stomach churn. It makes me want to cry. It makes me hate myself, because I know that I did this to myself. There is no one else to blame. I am planning on staying up all night working my ass off now. I cannot look like this anymore. No guys will want me, I will be the token "fat girl".
I hate myself so much right now, but I must think to the future.
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