WOOOHOOO! this means that hopefully tomorrow I will be low 169 or maybe even 168 which makes me SO SUPER DUPER EXCITED LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA!
soooo.... I have a bit of motivation to lose weight too.... a friends with benefits.
I know, I know, cringe at the word. Its only going to end in pain etc etc..... I dont really care about that right now. I wanna do some sexy stuff.... not sex.... I dont think im ready for THAT yet, but sexy stuff.
And I have made myself a little sort of schedule
at 165 I am allowed to officially ask him to be a friends with benefits (we talked about it, but just decided it was something both of us would do, but didnt establish we were gonna do it)
at 163 I am allowed to jerk him off (if he requests, I will bj, if not....)
at 160 I am allowed to BJ him (I know this doesnt sound like a priveledge... but I really actually like doing it)
at 157 I am allowed to let him finger me (unless he insists beforehand, some guys like to give pleasure a lot... I think he may be one of them
at 150 I am allowed to let him lick me (unless he does it beforehand while fingering...because you never know)
and at 145 I am allowed to suggest any sort of kinky stuff I want
and finally, at 140, I am allowed to have sex. If I WANT to.
Strange, I know....I am strange.
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