Today is day 1, I started at 170.8 lbs, so we shall see what I weigh tomorrow.
I went to prom yesterday. It was really fun, I fit into my dress nice, so I was happy. Here's the thing though- I have another prom this upcoming friday...and my dress is TOO TIGHT!
I am flipping out. I am scared as FUCK that I am going to be sitting, or dancing , or whatever, and that I am going to bust my zipper or something. TERRIFIED of that. Also, I want to look nice in my pictures...and the guy I like (who went to my prom with me as friends) is going to be there with his itty bitty Asian girlfriend. She wears a size zero. I think I want to kill her. I think I want to force feed her dumplings until she weighs 250 lbs.
Sooo.....anyway. Lets hope that i lose enough weight to not be terrified at prom next week. I know Im not going to be a size zero like her but a girl can dream anyway.
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