I am Fatter than my Father!?

Wow.... hit to my self esteem.  My father has lost a ton of weight (mostly water weight because he got a new kidney) and now he weighs 167.... good for him.  He wants to get down to like 155-160 so that he can go up hills easier with is bike.

It is fine with me that he wants to weight that, I want him to be healthy... but my self esteem hurts that my father weighs less than I do.  He is a man, he is 5'9" and he is really muscular.  It hurts my feelings.  I just weighed myself, and I weigh 172.4 (FUCK MY LIFE!! I WEIGHED 170.2 YESTERDAY!)

No  breakfast today, no lunch, a salad without dressing for dinner today.  I am going to weigh 167 by the end of this weekend, because I cannot weigh more than my father.

I am going to clean my room, go downstairs and work on my prom dress in front of my mother, go shopping, then (when she's gone out to lunch) I will film for my youtube channel, then work out, then maybe work on my homework until it's time for me to go to work.

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