168.6!!!!!!!!!!

I am extremely happy because 167.6 was my lowest weight this school year, and the fact that I am at 168.6 on TUESDAY morning with wednesday, and thursday, and friday (I am not going to be able to do the diet for seven days, people will find it extremely weird that I am not eating at prom or at bronson's after prom.  I am not going to eat a lot at those, and  I am going to make sure I dance like crazy... but you understand)

so...the diet has already been about 3 days long, today is the fourth, and I have lost 2.2lbs, which means that by the end of the week, I can potentially lose 2.2 more, weigh 166.4, and be at my lowest weight of the year for prom night! WOOOOOOOOO!!!

I am now getting very excited for prom rather than dreading it

Night Time Weigh in!!!

So tonight before I go to sleep I weigh 170.0

WOOOHOOO!  this means that hopefully tomorrow I will be low 169 or maybe even 168 which makes me SO SUPER DUPER EXCITED LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA!

soooo.... I have a bit of motivation to lose weight too.... a friends with benefits.
I know, I know, cringe at the word.  Its only going to end in pain etc etc..... I dont really care about that right now.  I wanna do some sexy stuff.... not sex.... I dont think im ready for THAT yet, but sexy stuff.

And I have made myself a little sort of schedule

at 165 I am allowed to officially ask him to be a friends with benefits (we talked about it, but just decided it was something both of us would do, but didnt establish we were gonna do it)
at 163 I am allowed to jerk him off (if he requests, I will bj, if not....)
at 160 I am allowed to BJ him (I know this doesnt sound like a priveledge... but I really actually like doing it)
at 157 I am allowed to let him finger me (unless he insists beforehand, some guys like to give pleasure a lot... I think he may be one of them
at 150 I am allowed to let him lick me (unless he does it beforehand while fingering...because you never know)
and at 145 I am allowed to suggest any sort of kinky stuff I want
and finally, at 140, I am allowed to have sex.  If I WANT to.

Strange, I know....I am strange.

Potato felt GOOOOOOOOOD!!!

The soup is nice.  The vegetables are okay. But MAN!  In my opinion, nothing beats a baked potato.  It was, simply put, fabulous.

And the best part?

Currently I weigh 170.6 lbs, which is before I go to sleep, which means in the morning I will be lighter! (and granted that the other day I weighed 172.2 before bed, and 170.4 when I woke up, I am excited at the possibility of weighing 168.6 lbs in the morning!!!!)

Loving this diet! (even though most of the loss is probably water and waste)